Maybe a grown up thoughts

I heart was always pure but from time to time mind fonder about evil thoughts especially. I used to sometimes think of retaliation when I get hurt by him but now I don’t think of such anymore. Maybe I have grown up now compare to who I was few years ago, I now think that him losing me is the biggest retaliation on itself, unintentional revenge if there is such hehehe.
I look at like much brighter now, seems like my heart is more open and my mind keeps in sane. I learn to integrate myself to the world and enjoy being part of it.