Weekend fusion

Looks like change is inevitable especially this year. I am happy yet there is that part of me that's scared...hmmm not scared scared maybe just a little petrified... I guess we all feel that way everyting we are bound to face lots of changes in our lives.

Here are the fusion of events that happened to me this weekend... well the one I choose to blog about hehehe-;)

My laptop was broken, wrecked, kaput, defunct, finished, and all the other terms you can think of to describe a disfunctional object. I will not be able to recover any of my files. I feel sad because that was my first laptop and I have zellion things stored to it (not to mention my younger sister's downloaded songs) but I guess it's time to give it a rest. The good thing about having something broken is you can either fix it or replace it with a new one. Now I have an excuse to purchase a new computer, not that I ever needed an excuse if I really want new one but hey it works, right? Always look at the bright side - smile:)

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We received a notice that the city of Calgary is considering to turn the place we consider"home" for the last few years into some sort of public services(????) makes me sad. Our "home" holds a lot of trasured moments mostly memories with my sisters and I bonding, it really is a home to us. It is the city of Calgary so there is a pretty good chance they will get the deal and go on with the project by the end of this year.

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My sister picked up the last box for my parent's package. Five more weeks and they will be on their way to Philippines. I feel a combination of happiness & sadness, it is hard to explain.

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Part of the long e-mail I send to cousin Marj that somehow describe my current state of mind or life for that matter: conversation - love life, family life especially the "committment issue" & responsibilities, work, and extras including chikas....

"My love life is wishy-washy at the moment; it isn’t permanent or final (or clear for that matter). I am currently maturing at this field of life and I have a long road ahead of me. Yup you are right, may pagka playful ako but hey not playful to the point of… hehehe you know what I mean. Kidding aside I am still a one-man woman and still is inlove with this special someone but we haven’t figured out how we are going to carry things forward. We both have lots of thigns on the go and it seem very complicated to make a relationship work at the same time… to much uncertainty. Looking at it in a bright side: we are both scared to hurt each other so no one seem to want to take this to the next level. I think we both treasure what we have and we don’t want to spoil it.
I have faith and still believe in the concept of “DA-ONE-MADE-JUST-FOR-YOU” a.k.a. GPC. Deep down I am hopeless romantic though I understand life is not in a fairy tale where everything falls into places. Fairy tale is subjective, what’s heavenly situation to one might not be to others. I stumbled many time and I am glad I did ‘coz otherwise my point of view about things in life will not be the same… and I am sure you can say the same thing, right? Alam mo with how thing are going on with my life right now I predict that my future will be complicated.....hahaha nanghula pa ano? but u think I will let that stop me from living a life right now? naah..... Faith is when we blindly travel certain path not knowing where it’s heading or what would be on that path for us and we hope and believe in the Greated Power beyond the comprehension of human mind to guide us along the way. Being single is not to be called boring nor depressing, it is a blessing to be treasured and enjoyed while it last. Speaking of profundity eh? Anyway, nasa lahi natin ang hard to tamed especially sa mga babae. I am not sure if the commitment issue runs in our blood hehehe j/k."